Today was a good and bad day. Did I do the right thing by chosing to accept this lower-paying position? Money isn't everything, but it's something... I know I'll feel a lot better when I can do real work on my own and be independent, but so far, I kinda feel useless. And like I'm bothering the person I shadowed all day today.
And adding to the pity party, tomorrow is my birthday. I would really love to be able to do something useful tomorrow. Whether it's a work thing or a personal thing, that doesn't matter. I just want to have a decent birthday.
I hate birthdays. I hate the expectation and the focus. All me. Watch me do this. Watch me do that. It's my own private hell.
And adding to the pity party, tomorrow is my birthday. I would really love to be able to do something useful tomorrow. Whether it's a work thing or a personal thing, that doesn't matter. I just want to have a decent birthday.
I hate birthdays. I hate the expectation and the focus. All me. Watch me do this. Watch me do that. It's my own private hell.
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